LOOSEN UP MY BUTTONS BAYBEH!
YEA!! my scv has finally arrived!! now can watch tv more!
esp my fav channel..MTV!! WOOOHHUU!! Im So HaPpIe.
now lyke i spend more tv den comp seh..
so.dun wait up fer me to get online coz MTV is now my place!! YEAH!
ahakzz! klah..enuf bout my scv. u noe wat? im getting better each dae
let bygones b bygones ..rite.........
im slowly letting go of the past. bt still i keep thinking bout her evry nite..haizz
heres wat i gotta sae..
'he's gt a plan 2 hav my gerl..he's gon hav 2 deal wit me!'
hehe nolah..juz kiddin!! haizz
sumtymes i feel i've gt 2 run awae..i've gt 2 get awae frm the pain she drove into the hart of me
oklah..enuf aready bout her!!
oya..todae i din go 2 sch..hehe. tired sia!!
aniwae i was feeling sleepy ...so decided nt 2 go.
ouh SITI!! i've made the tyme table..bt mine is lyke very messy seh! FINALLY MAN!!
thanx sits fer yr idea.. and sorie if u dun like me copying yr idea..& if u wanna watch the vid which nab told u. go youtube & type 'evg'
bt the quality nt very clear..too bad!!
nowadaes..i owaes stay back wit asrina,malissa & ayu..
we r lyke the bestest bestfrend seh..hehe!!
go aniwhre mesti kite 4 org!! fun & cool!!
bt i heard tis rumour tat ayu & me *ehem2*..
itz nt real ok!! itz totally fake..she's wild & im innocent(hehe)
nt suitable 4 each other..nope!!
klah2..i wanna end here coz i wanna watch MTV!! YEAH!!
cioszzzz!!
NO FAIR!! DAMN STUPID EXCUSES!
haizz..been so moody lately. keep askin myself y?
Y?! Y?! Y?
nab&siti,thx for caring me and tryna help me out!
u 2 r a gret frend!! owaes thre to comfort me wen im sad or anithin.
haizz.i juz dunnoe how to repay back.
'she' juz rejected me!!
UNDERSTAND?!?!
she juz rejected me...well itz okay if she rejected me bt of coz
i feel DAAAAAAAAAAMN sad & angry!!
itz juz that i cant accept her damn stupid ass fcuking excuse!!
OMG!! i cant blieve her! MY WORLD TORE APART WEN SHE REJECTED ME.
b4 that.i was told tat she(the gerl i sound stead) still luv her ex n do nt wan another guy.
bt den i found out tat thres tis one guy(cant b named) likes her.
n the bad thing is....she oso lyke him.
SO? is tat the reason y she rejected me? itz nt fair!!
summore she sae..im too 'baek' fer her lah & tat she cant accept my luv.
HAH!! so much fer the truth!! how is tis happening 2 me?!
she saed she still wan her ex back..den suddenly tis guy(i mention juz nw) came up!!
den me..juz 4get?..itz REALLY REALLY nt fair!!
after all i've done to her.she did tis 2 me...
doesnt she appreciate wat i've done?
am i nt bad enuf fer her?(well tatz the disadvantage of having an innocent face!)
i noe lah thres alot more gerls in the world.bt i oni wan her.
nvm..i juz try to overcum tis. anybody can help me oevercum tis?!?
& she saed im too 'baek fer her..WAT?!
u mean u wan a bad guy? u wan a bastard kinda guy?
hmph! no offence! bt might as well tke a criminal or even a drug addict
and she even saed if we stead. we wont talk much n after sumtyme we brek.
n she doesnt wan tat to happend AGAIN.
well, even if she stead wit tis sec 4 ncc guy(the guy i mention juz nw)..probably they wud brek up rite?!
itz nt tat they're gonna tahan fer 6 yrs n get married or sumthin..
i cant tke it seh!! dunnoe how 2 face her.
i waited fer her ans fer 4 daes..n if she saed 'yes' nvm largh.
bt she saed 'no' instead!!
iim gonna talk things 2 her..tryna convince her.
bt if i found out tat she aready wit tat guy!! im dead!!
heck cares!! bt do i feel tis kind of feeling? lyke very dissapointed & mad.
is it bcoz i still cant 4get bout her? haizz...
itz hard 4 me 2 brek frm u baby!!
& i dun wanna play myself. coz i noe u wit sumone else!!
& i dun nid complications in my life.
im nt tryna b anemy wit her bt she is too much.
well..i gotta shake it off. still gotta move on wit or w/o her..
:'( -- :'(
YEAH!! U RAWK MA WERLD!!
OMG!! TODAE WAS REALLY REALLY GREAT!!
FERSTLY...I STAYED BACK AT SCH WIT MY 2E4 FRENDS
B4 I MEET DEM..I GT THE CHANGE 2 C HER..AHAKZZ
THEN MY HEART WAS BEATING SO FAST...SO I JUZ DECIDED TO GO 4 IT..
U NOE WAT I MEAN...SOUND STEAD LAH!!HEHEHEXX
I CALLED HER OUT...ASKED HER TO SEAT INFRONT OF ME IN THE CLASS
DEN MY HART WAS BEATING FASTER TIS TYME..
LYKE MY HART WAN 2 CUM OUT LYKE TAT...AND MY EYES WAS ABT 2 POP OUT!!
HEHEHE!! DEN I WAS LYKE.."I..I.....I-I-I"
N I SHOUTED AAARRGGHH!!
DEN THE WORD JUZ CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH!!
"I NK SOUND STEAD U!!"
N SHE WAS LYKE...EERRGHH..
DEN I SAED TO HER..."OKLAH,I MKE IT LYKE TIS,I DUN NID THE ANS NW,I GIV U TYME 2 THINK BOUT IT FERST!!"
& SHE SMILED(SO SWEET!!) N SAED "OK"(LYKE TERGAGAP-GAGAP)
I GT UP..N SHE OSO GT UP..AND SAED ILL THINK BOUT IT..
AND I CAN C TAT SHE IS BITING HER LIPS..
OYA!! N SHE SAED BUHBYE 2 ME..HEHEHE
I WAS SO SOOOOOOOO THE HAPPIE!! BT IM WORRIED NW!!
WAT IF SHE REJECT?WAT IF SHE DUN WAN ME?
HAIZZ..WELL I CANT FORCE HER!!...SHE HAS HER OWN DECISION
& I HAV TO FOLLOW IT...GENTLEMAN KATE KAN..HEHE
HAIZZ..STILL WAITING!!
OKOK..ENUF BOUT HER...SO MUSHY2..HEHE
DEN..AFTER TALKING TO HER..
I JUZ FOUND OUT TAT THE 2E4 MALAY STUDENT NID TO DANCE
TATZ THEIR ASSIGNMENT...SO GD!!
N DEY LET ME HELP OUT!! AND I WAS LYKE NO NID TO LEARN THE STEP
I SAW THEIR STEPS MANY TYMES COZ DEY PRATISE SO MANY TYMES AND I WITHOUT NOTICE,MEMORIZED IT..
SO THEY TOLD ME TO DANCE WIT THEM..N I WAS SO "IN THA BEAT"..
HEHEHE..IT WAS SO FUN!!! YEA,U NOE..U GET 2 DANCE..
GET TO SHOW OFF YR TALENTS!!
AND AFTER WE DANCE2...I GET THE CHANCE 2 TALK 2 AYU..
IT WAS SO THE INTERSTING!!..
I GT 2 NOE HER BETTER..AND NOE BOUT HER LIFE!!
OMG!! HER LIFE N FAMILY IS SO INTERESTING!!
GEREK SEH DPT FAMILY CAM DIER NYER..
TODAE IS TOTALY A HAPENING DAE 4 ME!!
AND I SO LYKE THE DANCE...EVENTHO IM NT PERFORMING 2MORROE..
N CAN U IMAGINE THEY'RE PERFORMING IN CLASS?..HAH!!
klah2...dun wan 2 rite too much..later tired..
caozzz!!
S-E-R-I-O-U-S
hela good everybody!!
so happie 2dae..
actualli nt lah..
coz i gt to cancel my outing wit my frends..
haizz..so gotta stay home!! boring sia!!
aniwae!! VaLeNtInEs DaE Is CuMiNg!! WOOHHOO!!!
CaNt WaIt SiA!! FeElS LyKe I WaNt To CeLeBrAtE WiT HeR!!
hehehe...gotta buy the things..hehehe
how bout a teddy n roche?
perfect choice?
well...i dunnoe wat gerl lykes
haizzz...juz buy tat can lah!!
L.A.M.B.
u noe wat tat means?..it mean..[L]ove [A]ngel [M]usic [B]aby
hehehe...
klah!! happie valentines dae everybody!!!
luv ya all!!
oya b4 i ferget....our cca tat is creative circle is setting up a booth
during valentines dae..we're doin song dedication!!
u can dedicate yr songs to yr gerl or guy
so,cum to ouyr booth kaess!!?
ShE WiLL b LoVeD
eh guys...u noe wat?!?!
i told her!! yeah i told her..!!
we chatted on msn..well she asked me whu i admire
so..i gotta b honest..
i sae.."i admire u..u dun mind rite..i mean hey,everybody has an admire"
& she den she saed.."no,i dun mind.....tk sangke seh"
& she added(which was very very very touching)
"if u really lyke tat person,u shud never giv up on him/her..
bcoz whu noes the gerl u lyke may oso lyke u too"
OMG!! tat is so touching!! haizz..
we had a sweet chat..
& she told me tat she cant get over "him"...looks lyke she really luv him
i cant forget bout tat chat we had..kept thinking bout it..
hey..do u noe im smiling nw..hehehe
bt den alot of ppl knew bout tis..this info has been goin round..
aite aite!! b4 i go on..i think tis is the longest post i ever posted..
hehehe...coz im too happie!! ahakzz
oya..& we'll b decorating our class...ANNNDDDD..
our tables!! wuuuuuhuuuuuuu!!!!..so excited
btw..do u noe whu is in-charge of decorating my class..
whu else bt me...& nt fergeting ammonia(iffah) hehe..
i didnt noe it wud b so hard to decorate our own class..
nid to buy tis n tat n tis..oh..n tat too hehe
$$$$$$$$ ...luckily we're nt the one whu forks out the money!!
*phew*...niwae..im thinking of hw to decorate my table..
hope it turns out gr8t!!...
haizz..btw,u think i shud b wit her?
BUT I THINK ITS BETTA IF WE LIKE EACH OTHA LYDDAT W/O ANY RELATIONSHIP COZ, IF WE WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP, WE'LL EVENTUALLY BREAK, AND IF WE BREAK, WE CNT BE CLOSE AGAIN, WE CNT CONTACT AS MUCH AGAIN, AND WE CANT LOVE EACH OTHA AGEN
haizz...cinta monyet kate kan..
klah..itz been a long post...
if u can gimme yr opinion kaess
meanwhile...gotta end here!!
chowzz!!
oya..valentine's dae is coming!! wuuuuhuu!!
