NO FAIR!! DAMN STUPID EXCUSES!
haizz..been so moody lately. keep askin myself y?
Y?! Y?! Y?
nab&siti,thx for caring me and tryna help me out!
u 2 r a gret frend!! owaes thre to comfort me wen im sad or anithin.
haizz.i juz dunnoe how to repay back.
'she' juz rejected me!!
UNDERSTAND?!?!
she juz rejected me...well itz okay if she rejected me bt of coz
i feel DAAAAAAAAAAMN sad & angry!!
itz juz that i cant accept her damn stupid ass fcuking excuse!!
OMG!! i cant blieve her! MY WORLD TORE APART WEN SHE REJECTED ME.
b4 that.i was told tat she(the gerl i sound stead) still luv her ex n do nt wan another guy.
bt den i found out tat thres tis one guy(cant b named) likes her.
n the bad thing is....she oso lyke him.
SO? is tat the reason y she rejected me? itz nt fair!!
summore she sae..im too 'baek' fer her lah & tat she cant accept my luv.
HAH!! so much fer the truth!! how is tis happening 2 me?!
she saed she still wan her ex back..den suddenly tis guy(i mention juz nw) came up!!
den me..juz 4get?..itz REALLY REALLY nt fair!!
after all i've done to her.she did tis 2 me...
doesnt she appreciate wat i've done?
am i nt bad enuf fer her?(well tatz the disadvantage of having an innocent face!)
i noe lah thres alot more gerls in the world.bt i oni wan her.
nvm..i juz try to overcum tis. anybody can help me oevercum tis?!?
& she saed im too 'baek fer her..WAT?!
u mean u wan a bad guy? u wan a bastard kinda guy?
hmph! no offence! bt might as well tke a criminal or even a drug addict
and she even saed if we stead. we wont talk much n after sumtyme we brek.
n she doesnt wan tat to happend AGAIN.
well, even if she stead wit tis sec 4 ncc guy(the guy i mention juz nw)..probably they wud brek up rite?!
itz nt tat they're gonna tahan fer 6 yrs n get married or sumthin..
i cant tke it seh!! dunnoe how 2 face her.
i waited fer her ans fer 4 daes..n if she saed 'yes' nvm largh.
bt she saed 'no' instead!!
iim gonna talk things 2 her..tryna convince her.
bt if i found out tat she aready wit tat guy!! im dead!!
heck cares!! bt do i feel tis kind of feeling? lyke very dissapointed & mad.
is it bcoz i still cant 4get bout her? haizz...
itz hard 4 me 2 brek frm u baby!!
& i dun wanna play myself. coz i noe u wit sumone else!!
& i dun nid complications in my life.
im nt tryna b anemy wit her bt she is too much.
well..i gotta shake it off. still gotta move on wit or w/o her..
:'( -- :'(
