why do i always get the blame?
why? why?
shit.. im fucking pissed off right now..
how many times have this happened?
not once, not twice but alot of times !
man ! im so tired of this.
so meaning im the bad guy here?
im a bad influence to u?
so because of me that they thought u became like this?
became a GREAT liar? became very rebellious?
is it? try to prove me right then i will understand and apologies..
i dun understand why would she accuse me of what you've become.
do u think im really the cause for all of this?
well, she thinks i am.
and im really sick of this.. REALLY SICK OF THIS.
whenever this happened, my mood would change totally.
(sorry for not replying and picking up yr call. i seriously was in no mood)
i always have this one word stuck in my head; "why?"
i duno how to endure with this anymore.
it demoralises me alot; seeing me as a bad impression.
just think what you've done to them that makes them to pin-point me.
one more time, yayat. just one more time.
see if i can handle this.
if not.. im just gonna let time decide.
cos nobody is making this easy.
(and i think that exclamation mark in that msg is very rude)
